MENUMENU
  • HOME
  • CAMPING
    • MAP
    • LIST
  • TRAVEL
    • MAP
    • LIST
  • LIFE
    • DEEP SCHMIDT
    • DAD SCHMIDT
    • FUNNY SCHMIDT
  • LEISURE
    • MUSIC SCHMIDT
    • BOOK SCHMIDT
    • YUMMY SCHMIDT
    • SPORTS SCHMIDT
  • MONEY
    • MONEY SCHMIDT
    • HOUSE SCHMIDT
  • WRITING
    • WRITING SCHMIDT
    • BLOG SCHMIDT
  • SARCOIDOSIS
    • SARCOIDOSIS SCHMIDT
    • SARCOIDOSIS LINKS
  • ABOUT
    • ABOUT ME
    • CONTACT ME
  • FREELANCE WRITING PORTFOLIO

A Crock of Schmidt

Single-handedly solving nothing

My Life Is A Song #6

May 29, 2015 by acrockofschmidt Leave a Comment

Shoe Countdown #6

Growing up wasn’t all about parties and first loves.  There was a lot of loneliness and heartbreak too.  Those high school years were often brutal.  For some they were momentary frustrations, for others they were endlessly overwhelming, but in one way or another they were very real for every one of us.  My high school years certainly had their share of disappointment, frustration, sadness, and anger.  I didn’t always handle this very well, actually hardly ever.  I won’t be shuttling off to my grave with no regrets.  I wish I could go back and do some things differently or at least tell my young self that I did survive and am not alone and that she’s pretty freaking hot too!

Who am I kidding, that knowledge wouldn’t have helped.  Not in the moment.  Not in real time.  Feelings can’t be washed away with vague, intangible facts from the future.  They can, however, be soothed with great music.  Today’s song had no small role in doing so for me.  When I was at my lowest, this was the song I’d lie in bed listening to, shrouded in the darkness of my room, as the ache engulfed my body, wondering if I would ever be loved.

The song is slow and painful, haunting really, making it a perfect companion for lonely nights binging on despair.  Yet it also managed to comfort me and even give me hope or at least the will to face another day.  A transcendent song can do that.  It will allow you to bleed then begin the healing.  I have no idea why but somehow this song left me anything but helpless.

From the immortal 1970 Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young record Deja Vu, this is the iconic Neil Young song “Helpless” kicking off the weekend.

Live (this is such an awesome version…gives me goosebumps):

Studio:

a SHARE shows you CARE

  • Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window)
  • Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window)
  • Click to share on Reddit (Opens in new window)
  • Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window)
  • Click to share on Mastodon (Opens in new window)
  • Click to share on WhatsApp (Opens in new window)
  • Click to share on Tumblr (Opens in new window)
  • Click to email a link to a friend (Opens in new window)
  • Click to print (Opens in new window)

Filed Under: Music Schmidt Tagged With: CSNY, high school, Neil Young

Find a campground review!

Leave a Reply Cancel reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Follow Us on FacebookFollow Us on TwitterFollow Us on InstagramFollow Us on YouTubeFollow Us on Pinterest

Discover Other Campgrounds

Carsons Camp – review

The majority of my camping experiences since I moved West have revolved … [Read More...]

Park Lake Provincial Park – review

In all my years of searching for campgrounds, I don’t think I’ve been as … [Read More...]

Mt. Kidd in Kananaskis Alberta

Mount Kidd RV Park – Review

In our half-decade of family camping, a weekend at Mount Kidd RV Park has … [Read More...]

Lundbreck Falls PRA – review

I catch myself asking “What were they thinking,” far too often while … [Read More...]

Etherington Creek Provincial Recreation Area – review

2020 has been an abnormal, difficult year. A long, strange trip, if there … [Read More...]

Aspen Crossing Campground, Cabins & Restaurant – Review

I discovered Aspen Crossing early last summer while searching for potential … [Read More...]

Riverside Municipal RV Park – Smithers BC – review

Drive almost anywhere in British Columbia and you’ll quickly come to … [Read More...]

Posts By Category

Posts By Month

All posts on this blog are Copyright Protected © 2014 – 2022 All Rights Reserved – A Crock of Schmidt

To automatically recieve the newest post, sign up here!

Copyright © 2023 · Lifestyle Pro Theme on Genesis Framework · WordPress · Log in